OH MOTHER, MY MOTHER 

I TOUCH YOUR TEARS

INVISIBLE FINGERS

SOOTHING YOUR SKIN

I KNOW YOU THINK OF ME SO OFTEN

IN THE DAY, IN THE NIGHT,

IN YOUR DREAMS

GOING INTO AN EMPTY NURSERY

KNOWING I'LL NEVER BE THERE

BUT I AM... IN YOUR HEART

IN YOUR SOUL, I SHALL ALWAYS BE

FOR YOU GAVE SO UNSELFISHLY

OF YOURSELF.

INSIDE OF YOU, YOU CREATED

SUCH A WORLD FOR ME

A WORLD OF LAUGHTER, OF LOVE,

OF SADDNESS, OF SORROW

EVERY EMOTION PEOPLE COME TO KNOW

YOU SHARED WITH ME.

AND EVEN THOUGH I MAY NEVER

FEEL YOUR ARMS AROUND ME

I FELT  YOUR HEART BEATING,

LIKE A LULLABY, SINGING ME TO SLEEP

AND YOUR SPIRIT GIVING ME A SAFE HAVEN

ALREADY PROTECTING ME

NURTURING ME

PREPARING ME OF THINGS TO COME.

BUT SOMETINES THE JOURNEY

OF LIFE PULLS SOULS APART

AND YES, I HAD TO GO ON

TO ANOTHER PLACE.

I WISH I COULD STAY

I WISH THIS WAS A DECISION

I COULD MAKE

AND I KNOW YOU DO TOO.

KNOW THIS WHEREVER YOU ARE:

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER

THAT YOURS WAS THE FIRST LOVE,

THE FIRST JOY, THE FIRST SOUL

I WILL EVER KNOW

YOU GAVE ME THE COURAGE TO

GO ON IN MY JOURNEY

I HOPE I CAN DO THE SAME FOR YOU

YOUR HEART BEAT WILL ALWAYS

CALL ME TO YOU

LOVE, RYAN

Tiny Angels

Tiny anges rest your wings,

sit with me for a while.

How I long to hold your hand,

and see your tender smile.

tiny angel, look at me,

I want this image clear...

   That I will forget your precious face,    

Is my biggest fear.

tiny angel can you tell me,

Why you have gone away?

You weren't here for very long...

Why is it, you couldn't stay?

Tiny angel shook his head,

"These things I do not know...

But I do know that you love me,

and that I love you so."

 I'll Be There

Daddy please don't look so sad,Mummy please don't cry.

Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies.

Please, try not to question god, don't think he is unkind.

Don't think he sent me to you, and then he changed his mind.

You see I am a special child, and I'm needed up above.

I'm the special gift you gave him, I'm a product of your love.

I'll always be there with you, and watch the sky at night.

Just find the brightest gleeming star, thats my halo shining light

You'll see me in the morning frost, that mists your window pane.

that's me in all the summer showers, dancing in the rain.

When you feel a little breeze, from a gentle wind that blows.

Thats me, I'll be there, planting kisses on your nose.

When you see a child thats playing and your heart feels a tug.

Thats me, I'll be there giving your heart a hug.

So daddy please don't look so sad, and mummy please don't cry.

I'm in the arms of Jesus, and he sings me lullabies.

"To My Husband"
To my husband who I love and cherish with all my heart forever. I never thought that we could grow closer together until Ryan came into our lives, even though he only stayed 9 months, those were the happiest 9 months in our lives. We had plans and dreams for Ryan, and now those dreams and plans were shattered. We now only have our memories of Ryan that no one can take away from us. Ryan is special to us, and he is loved. Ryan will always have an imprint in our hearts. When we meet again our hearts will connect.   We will then be together in heaven someday forever.
Honey please remember  
When you cry
I cry
When you hurt
I hurt
When your sad
I'm sad
When you heart aches
My heart aches too
When you dream of our little angel
I dream too
When you smile and remember our little angel
I too smile  and remember our little angel
Ryan is the love of our lives forever
Love
your blessed wife & Ryan's mom

 

 

 

 


 

 

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